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August 29, 2019

*Peep* Talk

i don't want you to go
cause bout a million years
i won't find a one 
like you

complete me with all my flaws
and my sins
so i don't want you go
stand by me all along

please, baby please
you are what i call home
a place where i can belong
i love you my sweet song


August 13, 2019

We Fall Down

that was the reason
why i am so scared to give a piece of my ego to others
they said “it’ll be forever” 
it doesn’t make sense cause forever is a blank universe
i don’t ask forever
you said “it will be different if i’m with you”
then you left like the other days with the other prey
just like that

i give my whole life, to you
you reply “i told you a story that no one ever know”
the next days you lied to me

time, i thought it was less special than you
then i felt shit when i have no time and i have no you
broke me, tore me, punished me
i don’t care anymore

two — three of you
with extra special ability
bend my knees
sorry, it was me whose live like a fool

black listed from my agenda
i forgave you

October 20, 2016

Sederhana

jatuhkah kamu sebelum bangkit
rasa sakit yang lebam menggigit

berkaca dari salahnya dahulu
berangsur-angsur melaju

dunia tidak pernah lupa
canda dan air mata

sederhana

lalu siapakah yang menjadi benar
dia yang tenar atau mereka yang terkapar

sederhana

pilih ruangmu
diam ditentang bicara dibelenggu

hingga nanti bersatu dengan bumi
dengarkan cerita angin ketika sunyi

sederhana

mesra dengan takut
hingga lupa rasanya merenggut




June 28, 2016

Formula

believe me
you won't believe

be careful
cause people are cruel

step outside your zone
cause a dog might found its bone

so believe me
you might be believe

this treasure map
please keep it on your nap

people won't trust you anyway
don't need to try to make them stay

screw you
peek a boo

mother still cried for her feeling
but you don't care about a thing

oh i know
you're in hollow


June 18, 2016

Ini Bukan Untuknya tapi Untukmu

tak perlu dijelaskan
siapa aku
dan apa tujuanku
cukup lihat apa yang aku lakukan
akan menjawab tentang pertanyaan yang mungkin sempat melewati benakmu

jangan ragukan aku
aku tidak pernah bercanda tentang nyaman
sayang
rindu
cukup lakukan hal yang membuatku gila tiap hari
aku akan terus mengejarmu

wangi punggungmu adalah surga baru buatku
andaikan aku sanggup untuk mencium kulit merah dibawah hidungmu
akan kuceritakan pada orang-orang terdahulu
akulah pemenangnya